[Ichimatsu is a damn fucking mess, is what he is. He does care-- if anything, he cares too much. Probably not as much as Karamatsu, but it's damn close, he just never figured out how to show it, and when Karamatsu started everyone just shunned and ignored him for it. So he never tried, because he knew he couldn't handle the shit Karamatsu gets dished every day of his life with them. His spine is as flimsy as wet paper, and what's worse is he never even asked to be coddled and babied, and now that he's an adult and should damn well be able to function without it he can't.]
[He curls inward and puts his hands over his head, trying his best to recoil away from him.]
All I ever do and say to you is hateful, why don't you just tell me off.
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Date: 2017-07-22 06:25 pm (UTC)[Ichimatsu is a damn fucking mess, is what he is. He does care-- if anything, he cares too much. Probably not as much as Karamatsu, but it's damn close, he just never figured out how to show it, and when Karamatsu started everyone just shunned and ignored him for it. So he never tried, because he knew he couldn't handle the shit Karamatsu gets dished every day of his life with them. His spine is as flimsy as wet paper, and what's worse is he never even asked to be coddled and babied, and now that he's an adult and should damn well be able to function without it he can't.]
[He curls inward and puts his hands over his head, trying his best to recoil away from him.]
All I ever do and say to you is hateful, why don't you just tell me off.