Ah.. that's very good. [ that's very good.. he's relieved you're not as stupid as he is, I guess. Perhaps he's worrying too much about Ichimatsu, but how can he not? He's the only one out of the rest them that are here. If something were to happen to Ichimatsu, he could never forgive himself. If their family ever arrived here, he couldn't even face them. ]
..I'm sorry I am such a burden to you. [ His body shakes slightly, forcing a smile, as if he's trying to suppress a lot of emotion right now. Spoiler alert: He is. ]
I am.. not very responsible, as you know. I'm not reliable, it seems, as I cannot even take care of my own self. [ There he is, verbally admitting his defeat.. which is an accomplishment. He used to think he could be the oldest brother-- he was jealous of Osomatsu, but now, through all of this he's realizing he's nothing but a failure. ]
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Date: 2017-07-25 05:22 pm (UTC)[ that's very good.. he's relieved you're not as stupid as he is, I guess. Perhaps he's worrying too much about Ichimatsu, but how can he not? He's the only one out of the rest them that are here. If something were to happen to Ichimatsu, he could never forgive himself. If their family ever arrived here, he couldn't even face them. ]
..I'm sorry I am such a burden to you.
[ His body shakes slightly, forcing a smile, as if he's trying to suppress a lot of emotion right now.
Spoiler alert: He is. ]
I am.. not very responsible, as you know. I'm not reliable, it seems, as I cannot even take care of my own self.
[ There he is, verbally admitting his defeat.. which is an accomplishment. He used to think he could be the oldest brother-- he was jealous of Osomatsu, but now, through all of this he's realizing he's nothing but a failure. ]